A short short summary

Omgg!i freaking miss being here!

So i decided to post a post here.Will anyone even read this???Since i have been gone for so so so so so so long?hahahahah.Doesn't matter.

And nope, i'm not shifting back here.I still prefer my private blog where very few very few people i know,knows.About two?.The rest are all foreign people.Hmmm.sometimes i even wish nobody will read that.But oh well...Fine i guess.

October,november,december...

These few months weren't exactly good for many of my friends and myself too?People faces troubles,sadness,loneliness,break ups...what more?
hAizzz..saddening,aren't they?
Hearing them from my friends really made me sad.
Worst,watching them cry infront of you.Not knowing what to do and your tears just flows down too.Cause it hurts so much to see them break down because of what life have presented to them.Those problems you've heard,sounded so familiar,because it was what you've been through.It sucks to watch people going through the same things you've been through.

Sometimes i wonder,

Do we expect too much ?Till it becomes a pressure to the people around us?Why are our route planned this way for us?Why can't we pursue our dreams?Why do people lose faith in you?Or are we too naive to think that everything goes perfectly well,according to our own will?

You see.We have so many questions in our head.Coming this far,i've learnt that there are actually no answers to this question.But this doesn't keep us from thinking,questioning..But we must not be stupid enough to search for answers to these questions.Because one day you will learn that there are no hows,no what to dos,no solutions to these things that happened.You just got to accept that things are like that,things work this way for you,it's your life.Yes,it hurts to accept things as it is,but you got to stand back up,search for another way out.

I'm not saying that people should follow what i said.And even me,myself,hate it that we have to look at things this way.
But afterall,this is just what i've learnt.And i've choose to accept this.