The supposed-to-be motivational workshop that every sport cca went wasn't exactly very motivational.
Well,i expected it to be something more inspiring to spur the players on actually.
But still,i managed to learn something and i felt that it is so true.

"Your thoughts lead to your words
Your words lead to your actions
Your actions lead to your habits
You habits lead to your character
And your character leads to your destiny"

Competitions are coming in like 1-2 months?
If it was 3 weeks ago,maybe i'll feel more confident.But after not playing for quite some time,i went like"Damnnnnn this shit."
This is my last year in ngee ann hopefully and doing my coach proud is what matters the most to me for this year's competition.

I really really appreciate him for picking me out from the girls's team to train in the guy's team.How i feel is really unexplainable in words.All the effort and time he spent on me on every training sessions.The 5-days per week private training sessions.The 60 pushups in one min,the squarts that make me feel how long one minute can be and other physical trainings.The heartfelt compliments during my matches,the scoldings you gave,the knockings on my head when i do something stupid and the kickings.(I know they are on the way.you kept warning)
Yes,i wont deny that the 5-days per week private training sessions during the holidays literally killed me.You were right.i didn't expect it to be so tough.I didn't expect you to change into a different coach that would scold me no brains when i kept repeating my mistakes.It did shocked me. I didn't expect it to be so stressful.Sad to say,it was kinda the hardest moment of the year.I can cry hard because of the stress from trainings and everything else.It's like a combination.hahahaha.

But know what?i dont care how i'm treated by you.You can scold me no brains,worthless,stupid or anything else when i'm so stubborn with my actions.You can make me do pushups everyday.You can kick me for all you want.You told me that i'm the lucky one and the unlucky one.But one thing for sure i know,you saw something in me and you never lose faith in me <3

I seriously hate it when someone loses faith in me.